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1.
deadfriends 04:38
Nick: So this is how you let it end petty bullshit I could mend but you don't want me to do you I guess I couldn't see right through you I guess it's okay though that i've been left once again you aren't the 1st one to leave so much for best friends I know i'll always wonder why this always happens but i guess i get used to it being hurt by all that care Nick and Micah: you'd comfort me sometimes when I felt so alone I'll never forget that But i swear it hurts me Micah: but I'll never forget you I guess I don't have to just stay the fuck out of my head I already wish i was dead I guess my mind stays in one place now but it's not the best place to be you said you'd always love me and i guess i wonder how now i daydream of old times and how things used to be when we thought we needed eachother now i'm not sure why i believed you Nick and Micah: I guess you never lied i know you still love me but why the fuck do i feel like i've been betrayed by my best friend Adam: But will you still think of me as often as i'll think of you i considered you my brother that i never got to have Adam, Nick, Nicky, and Micah: and it's easy to live for nothing when everyone always leaves you and remember that no matter what this hurts me too this hurts me too losing you
2.
Nick: My mind wraithing in silence the streams of thought on constant loop. every single word we spoke to eachother haunting my mind day and night dear god, what the hell went wrong? something somewhere soiled it all my only wish, my only desire and prayer is just one more fucking chance to get this right Adam: Because I know she said Did you ever even fucking care about me or maybe it was just another god damn lie that you spewed from your mouth. I know there must have been some damned truth in those words there must have been some truth, in between the lies Micah: My heart sinks every time I see your face it reminds me of what we had and what I destroyed I can't help but imagine what would've happened how it would've turned out if I had never fucking left As I drown in the mire of thoughts, your face appears even in my sleep, I hear your voice and it eases the pain. I see us sitting on my bed alone, we embrace. Nicky: If only it were real God damn, I never meant for it to end like this I was misguided and thought my actions were right You were right, it was a mistake all along Adam: and for that my dear, i'm sorry I fucked it up it's my own god damn fault What were you thinking? What. Were. You. Thinking?
3.
Adam: I guess I'm alone now and I'm not sure that will change I hate myself more everyday why can't I just walk away Nick: I grow increasingly sick of facing all these facts while i'm left alone I'm left so alone Adam: what's wrong with my head now did you really do this to me I don't know how I feel I just wish this wasn't how it had to be Adam, Nick, Nicky, Micah: does everyone eventually want to kill themselves too why am I stuck here thinking of only you Adam and Micah: I'm sorry I fucked this up I can't handle this end if we never speak again never forget, how we met (2x) Micah: I hope i'm okay some day I know i shouldn't feel this way but i can't think straight about anything Nick and Adam: and I see your face In everything I can't believe how badly this ended up Adam, Nick, Nicky, and Micah: I shouldn't feel this way and I should have no problem thinking straight Nick and Micah: I don't know who to blame I know i let you go but you left me no choice you left me no choice
4.
Adam: What happens now? I can barely stand on my own where will I turn when I feel alone? Micah: I guess I'll live with the lonliness If I had a choice, I couldn't tell you what it would be But I know i'm sick of living this way Nick: I know i'm sick of all this meaningless pain I doubt i'll ever give up as much as I know i probably should Micah: everytime i stood there figurative gun to my head I could never say fuck this shit even though i'd rather be dead every scar that isn't really there every memory that I won't let die I watched the light fade in your eyes i watched my life fall apart Adam: my mind is in the deepest hole i dream of nothing anymore will i ever admit that you're a whore i can't live with this in my head Nick: why am i too scared to make it all stop Adam: figurative gun to my head Nick and Micah: i'll hang myself from my hopes and dreams with a noose made out of reality
5.
Micah: Do you still think about that week? We'd never been so close do you remember that saturday when you got fucked up Nick: I carried you home or halfway at least you were left alone passed out Adam: you called me that night crying, still drunk i think telling me you hated what you've done that you were so sorry Micah: that i had no idea how amazing i was for always being there being the only one Nick: It's so hard to believe so many fuckings things when promises always break and i live in my dreams Nick and Micah: when I saw you next(saw you next) the scars(scars) tore me apart(apart) I swear I would've given my life to have been there with you that night and i can't say(can't say) that i still feel the same(the same) but i still miss you(miss you)
6.
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released March 8, 2014

Nick Jones: bass/vocals
Micah Jordan: drums/vocals
Adam Smith: guitar/vocals
Nicky Paul: Guitar

Lyrics for tracks 1, 3, 4, and 5 by Micah
Lyrics for track 2 by Adam

recorded by Micah in his bedroom

mixed by Nicky and Micah

mastered by Nicky

Cassette by NOG Records:
nogrecords.storenvy.com/products/6877016-nrp-21-so-much-for-best-friends-leaving

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